A Message...

A message to the weather:

L - E - A - V - E.

Although it doesn't look like this outside, it sure does feel like it. All I wanna do is play outside in the sun with my baby. Is that too much to ask? It's going to be MAY soon ya know...

xoxo
Kim

I Wonder...

I wonder what Heaven will be like. I know our bodies will be perfect and at their best. But what about our babies? I don't want Austin to grow up. I can't imagine him being a teenager. Or even worse....a grown up. So does that mean in Heaven he will be my baby again and I can take care of him like I do now? Probably not, huh. I wonder if in Heaven, I can take care of the baby I lost (I wasn't that far along, but still...he or she is my baby). Wouldn't that be so wonderful! Just when I think I'm done with holding my sweet little babies, I will get to heaven and have a brand new one just to hold and love. I guess Austin will have to grow up...and the rest of them. Because it sure isn't stopping anytime soon.

My how he's changed!!

R.I.P Annie, BSA apparell, & News from Austin

This is a pretty random post but that's life, isn't it?

First of all, I would like to say R.I.P Annie. Our dear African Dwarf Frog, Annie, has passed away. Below is a picture of what an African Dwarf Frog looks like:

We got 2 a few months after we got married, and named them Pedro and Annie. We didn't really know (and still don't) if they really were a boy and a girl. So we just pretended like they were married and the happiest of couples. Annie got really sick and stopped eating like a month ago. She got super skinny and really mopy. Jake tried to save her and bought a heater for their tank because apparently for the last 3 and a half years their water has been too cold! Anyway she died this week and I feel bad for Pedro! We'll see if it really rings true that when the wife dies first the husband is soon to follow :-(


PS Plus Some: If you're wondering if we have "real" pets...No. But someday we'd like a dog and maybe a kitty. But we both want to wait until our kids are old enough to help take care of them. When I graduated from highschool I bought a chocolate lab, Bailey...ADORABLE by the way...and I totally raised that puppy, and boy it's a lot of work! I felt like a teen mom haha. I always asked my mom to take care of her when I wanted to go out. I took her with me alot too though. She was my little buddy. I really miss having a dog! We went hiking, jogging, walking, swimming (in the mountains AND at my friend's house in his pool haha) and she slept with me everynight. She is an old doggy now with a gray beard/mouth and lives with my mom (again making me feel like a teen mom) and I will be devestated when she dies.

On to the next item of business.


The other day Jake got something in the mail that just made me shake my head. Take a look at this piece of work:

aye aye aye! My thoughts on this are going to be brief because I'm already dry-heaving. This does not help with the bad reputation the Boy Scouts of America already has LOL. The description says: "A way-cool way to honor the BSA! Vibrant starburst pattern is highlighted by an abstract fleur-de-lis print on center front." Yeah, wear that shirt to school and you're gonna end up knocked out on the floor in 2 seconds flat. Needless to say, Jake loves everything about his calling except the mail haha.

Last item of business. The other day Austin woke up from his nap saying "da da da da." I was so excited!!! That's the first time he's "said" something, and it's SO fun to watch him do it. He positions his tongue correctly and everything....he's so stinkin' cute when he says it too because I love his toothless little mouth! I've been saying "da da da" to him for a couple months now and am so excited he's saying it back! Go Austin! If you're wondering why I didn't teach him "ma ma" it's because apparently they say their "b"s first (ba ba), then "d"s (da da), then finally their "m"s (ma ma). I know it's probably different for every baby but I figured might as well start with something I know he'll be able to say easily!!

Half a Year!

Um excuse me, what? I have a 6 month old? Yep it's pretty strange to say that. Austin is seriously getting so cute with his little personality! He's really "connecting" with us socially; and it's so fun to watch and teach him how to communicate and interact. I love going to his check-ups, it's so exciting to see his growth and Jake and I both love his doctor (who doesn't love their kid's doctor, right?).

Here are Austin's 6 month stats:

Weight: 16.12lbs (40%)

Height: 27 1/2" (80%)

Head: 95%

Poor guy has a big noggin, which can really make him seem bigger than he is. He is tall, and just below average for weight. He has always fit into clothes that are a few months ahead, so as usual, everything he wears is 9-12 months at this point. I had a thousand questions for dr memmott about feeding Austin solids. I don't even know why I stress about it so much, I'm so dumb. I was just iffy about it because when we started them at 4 months, he really hated his bottle and it scared me because everything you read says there shouldn't be a decrease in formula when they're 4-6 months. So he only got solids here and there in spurts. He LOVES them to say the least! Which I shouldn't complain! But I was so happy to hear from the dr that there is no right answer and all you have to remember is Austin will know when he's full, he may not drink as much formula now - and that's fine - so just relax and go with the flow haha. I feel better now knowing I can't really go wrong and to just follow Austin's lead. I also decided to stop counting how many ounces he drinks. I feel like I'm not doing either of us a favor by doing that. That's definitely a benefit of breastfeeding...you don't obsess over every ounce! So basically I'm finally relaxing on his eating and I feel so much better about it! Pretty sure this guy is not going to waste away any time soon LOL so why should I worry. Happy Half Birthday buddy! Can you see his fingers? Yes he is gnawing on his fingers because well apparently his has a tooth coming in! I had no idea. The dr found a swollen, blueish purplish spot (eruption hematoma) on his bottom gums on his left side...and I guess that means he's got a tooth coming in the next couple weeks! yay!! I would never have known, because he's always been a chewer.

I love how his hair looks after the bath. It's the only time it's "down" and he also has this natural part...so he just looks so handsome! Besides the camera shocked face haha...

I took him to the park the other day for the first time, and he had a blast. I was glad he wasn't afraid to try anything...the slide, the swings...

Um this picture is out of order....I'm so bad at using blogger haha! Anyway he LOVES this mesh thing our good friend Ashley gave him. I stuck an apple in it and he went to town!

He's got extra cheek if anyone needs some..

again..blogger handicapped...i couldn't get this picture to turn the right way. *sigh*

His grandma Peterson brought Snoopy to the hospital when Austin was born. Austin loves to look at and play with Snoop.

Sorry about so many similar pictures..got to get them all in for the grandparents!

I am amazed at babies' flexibility. He can fold completely in half. And that's pretty cool.

He is JUST ABOUT to sit by himself! woowoo! He can sit alone, but only for like 5 seconds.

I thought this was a cute pic of him with his daddy, even though they're both making funny faces.

A while ago, I tied this beanie on him before we went running. That was the first time he's had something tied under his chin and it was so funny, he wouldn't close his mouth for a good 5 minutes!

Carrots for the first time at about 5mos. He wasn't too fond of them but will gobble them up now. Oh and he totally choked on these carrots the first time he ate them. I didn't mix enough water into them so they were too thick. Yep pretty scary! Jake was literally hitting him on the back, then he finally threw them up!! yikes! Poor guy.

I don't know if you moms get this question alot too but people always ask me "how is it being a mom? Is it everything you thought?" Maybe I'm weird but I don't know how to answer except with what they probably expect me to say: "it's so fun, lots of work but incredibly rewarding, love being with my baby every day etc." But it's so true. Your life changes forever, but it's awesome and sooo fun! It's still strange to not have the alone time Jake and I use to have but now we have family time and it's still amazing. We now know what the term "pride and joy" means. We are obsessed with our little boy and cannot get enough of him. When we're both home and he wakes up from his naps we let him play and talk for a minute then we both run to his room to see who can get there first to see our funny guy hanging out in his crib. We talk about him before we fall asleep. We talk about him when we're out on a "date." It's funny how the focus of your life changes in the blink of an eye!

Some things I love about being a mom:

- When he wakes up in the AM or from a nap, and he's SO excited to see me!

- He has started cuddling more, and nuzzles his face into my shoulder or chest

- His big smiles for ME, when he's being held by someone else

- Watching him discover/taking him to new places

- Having a buddy to hang out with all day. Makes errands incredibly enjoyable!

- Having something to show for my hard work each day haha

- Being busy all the time

- Experiencing true happiness and the bliss that comes with watching every milestone!

Some facts about Austin at this point:

- Still a great eater and sleeper. Usually takes 3 naps a day, last one being about 30-45 minutes. Sleeping about 10.5-11 hrs at night. I finally put curtains up in his room and he's sleeping an hour later, so I need to work really hard at getting him to bed earlier..at what I think is a reasonable time for a baby haha

- He has had a cough for a week now and also has been sneezing a lot. The dr said it's just a cold and should go away on it's own. Luckily this is only the 2nd time he's been sick, and both times have been minor. This, combined with the irritability from his shots, AND teething, has made for a rough few days!! Poor poor guy. He's just been sad lately, mostly in the evenings.

- He started rolling consistently last month so that's good! I think he will be sitting in a few weeks. I asked the dr how he will learn how to crawl since he instantly rolls over when he's on his stomach and he said it's very common now for them to skip crawling and go straight to walking, so don't worry if he doesnt crawl. But I really want him to, crawling babies are so cute, and plus he REALLY wants to get places on his own and I'd hate to see him have to wait until he WALKS to do this!

- When we hold him he "directs" us using his hands and arms in the direction he wants to go..usually he'll see something he wants to feel and pickup so he'll show us the direction to go to get to it haha

- I think it's hilarious when he looks at his hands. He'll hold them up in front of his face and stare at them and move them around...so funny.

-he's obsessed with feet and shoes. He'll stare at your feet or shoes and grab them.. and try to eat them (gross)

Well parenthood is crazy and wonderful and I love doing what I do. Now that it's been 6 months, not that that's alot by any means, but I still think 3 kids is a good number. I also think 2 is, but I think 3 is better for the unexplained reason of 2 is just not enough. I think more than 3 might be a little too much for this mamma just because it sounds like too much to juggle! I'm not sure I'd be able to be the mom I want to be with more than 3. I want to give as much time as possible to each child, but also do the things that make myself happy - like exercise...A happy mom is a good mom, right!? Anyway we'll see what the future holds ;-)

It Was An....

Itty Bitty Teeny Weeny Yellow Polka Dot Bikini... Jake and I had a gift card to baby gap so we decided to purchase Austin his first swim trunks. While browsing the over priced apparel, we came across this little number: Ok well the one we saw was black but still....We both instantly fell in love. I said to Jake "If we ever have a girl.." I didn't even need to finish because he just cut me off and said "OH YES." So, maybe one day Austin will have a baby sister that can run around with him outside in the sprinklers in her itty bitty teeny weeny bikini :-) Oh what a sweet dream....

These are the swim trunks we got Austin, cannot WAIT to take him swimming!! The joys of summer, right around the corner. And with our baby boy...how fun!!